Gantabya

Maile aafu le aafailai vetna saki raheko xain aaaile. Ghar bata niskida mero bato nischit theo. Gantabya nischit theo. Tara hidda hiddai bato nai biraye jasti lageo. Tara gantabya chai najikai dekhxu, Bato nai birayeko pani haina hola. Sayad bato ko wari pari raheka sajawat herdai ma maile samaye bitaye ki ky aho, aaile samma pugi saknu parne gantabya aajai pugi sakeko xaina. Gantaby anajikai xa. Mahasus garna sakxu ma tyo gantabya lai, herna sakxu, tara kina ho kunni xuna saki raheko xaina. Sayad bato ma vetiyeka sabai ramra naramra kura haru batulna thalexu ki kya ho ali dhilo chali raheko xa mero chal haru. Aagadi hera koi mero aagadi pugi sakeka xa, koi aajai paxadi nai xan. Aaja koi ta bato nai xodera hidi sake.

Ma vanda aagadi vayeko lai here, khali dekhxu uuslai, nischaye pani ma vanda dherai xa uusko gati. Tara khali xa uu, yeso soche, gantabya ma ma vanda ta xito pugla uu, tara k u kei xutai raheko ta xaina. Katai uusle kehi mahotwa purana kura lai nai naheri gantabya ko lagi vagi rahe ko ta xaina. Pugne xa uu kehi xed mai gantabya ma, tara tya puge paxi k, ferkera herda k dekhla uusle? Soche, ferkera herda pakkai pani uu  pachataune xa, sochne xa ki sayad bato ori pari hareo vaye ali thik huntheo hola, halka fulka batulna sakeko vaye aaja ramailo huntheo hola, aaja gantabya m ata aai puge, tara aaba garne k ali dherai janna pauthea hola. Ma sochdai thea uusle k sochxa hola vanera. Nasichna pani sakxa uusle. Tara ma chai sochdai theo. Aauta yo pani karan ho mero gati ali dhilo vayeko.

Ek palta paxadi farkera here, ma vanda pani dhilo gati vayeka haru mero paxi paxi aaudai thea. Gahirera here uuni haru ko aakha ma, kasaiko ma pascyatap theo ta Kasai ma befekri. Bujna sakin atara uuni haru ko manasikta maile aakha ma herera. K sochdai holan uuni haru, bujn sakina. Aafu lai uuni haru ko sthyan ma rakhera sochne paryas gare, kei xed ma pida haru le pirolna thaleo. Sangai hideka yatri haru teti aagadi pugda aafu paxadi nai raheko pida, sabai ko aasha aafu mathi huda aasu khaseko pida, aadarniya ko aasarwad nalageko ko pida, maan ma aasu ko nala bagda mukh ma haso dekhaunu parne pida. Sakina dherai ver ma uuni haru ko sthyan ma basna. Soche, tyo pida le variyeko sarir jaba gantbya ma pugla kati haluko hola. Bato ma raheka kada haru ko daad uuslai aafai kati pyaro lagxa. Aaja vogeko duka le paxi uuslai kati sahayog gara.

Eek choti maan ma khyal gantabya ma pugi sakeko haru ko pani aayo. K gardai holan uuni haru vanera bichar garna thale. Chine janeka thea kei gantabya ma pugi sakeka haru. Kasalilai herada uumanga aautheo maan ma. Ma jun bato ma hidi raheko xu, tei bato bata gantabya pugeka haru aaja kati khusi thea. Uni haru ko ari pari uumanga le variyeko bata baran theo. Feri aarko tarfa herda kei ko aanuhar ma kei uumanga theana. Lagtheo jiwan dekhi nai hari sakea xan uuni haru. Pugna ta uuni haru pani tha pugekai hun ni gantabya ma. Tara kin axain auuni hari ko aanuhar ma uumanga ra khusi, khai bujna sakina. Uuni haru ko jiwan dekhda lagna thaleo ma pani tei bato ma xu jun bato ma hija uuni haru thea. K mero aabastha pani voli gayera uuni haru ko jastai hune ta hoina ni.

Dherai ver samma sochi rahe. Javav aauna sakena katai bata, Gantabya ma pugaeka haru bich kai tyo bhinata maile bujna sakina. Bato aautai theo, gantabya aautai theo, pugeka duitai hun, tara aauta ko jiwan uumanga theo ta aarko ko daye niya. Farak kelauna thale dui ota ko jiwan ko. Dherai ver kelaye. Dherai soche.

Aanta katai bta javav na aaye paxi aafai mai khojna thale maile javav. Kelauna thale maile mero yatra ko bibaran haru. Bichar garna thale k mero aabasta k hune xa jaba ma gantabya ma pugne xu? K mero aabasta pani dayeniye ta hune haina? HUdaina, aafai le aafailai vane. Dherai ver samma pani uutar aauna sakena katai bata mero javav ko. Aafu le yatra ma samete ka kura haru ma kelauna thale mero javav khojna ko lagi. Dherai kura vetiyo. Haso vetiyo, khusi vetiyo ani aashu pani. Samarthya vetiyo, sahas vetiyo  ani dar pani. Uumanga vetiyo, taranga vetiyo ani ….. pani. Sathi vetiye, sarathi vetiye ani ……….pani. Sath vetiyo, hath vetiyo ani laat pani. Gyan vetiyo, Saan vetio ani ……. Saan vethiyo, maan vetiyo ani badnam pani.

Aakha bhari aashu aaye. Jun prasna ko jabhav maile sara sansar ma khoji raheko thea, mero satha sabhai sangai hidi rakeho raixa. Thaha paya farak gantabya ma pugeka ti dui bich ko, Thaa paye mera aagadi , mera pachaira mero bich ko. Ma aafu sanga dherai kura liyera hiddai xu, yesle mero gati kaam gareko pakkai hola tara malai purna bshwas xa jaba aabasaktya parne yei vaar hune xa jasle malai huri haru bata bachaune xa. Yei vahr hune xa jasle malai samalne xa mero ori pari saab hallida. Yei var hune xa jasle bistarai bistarai malai mero gantabya ma pakkai puraune xa. Yei var hune xa jasle malai mero dukha xo xed ma pai hasna saghaune xa. Aaaj ma sanga javav xa, jaba ma gantabya ma pugne xu, ma kasto bakti hune xu.

So, i m back again. Dont know with waht i m here. Felt like i should be here today.
First of all, Happy Swarswati Puja to all. n Happy belated Valentine Day too. Well yesterday was a Valentine day but there was nothing Special about yesterday for me. It went like a every other normal day to me. Nothing special. Well today i dont have any thing spc to write. Jsut time pass. HEHEHE

BOOK

        I can see the pages of my book being torn apart. The book i used to love the most. The book with my beautiful memories. I am just standing by its side and just looking at it. I can feel the pain inside me caused by the action but i m just staring at it standing in a corner. I dont know i can save that book being further torned apart or not but my hands are not moving at all to save that book. No my hands are not tied to something but they are just not moving. I dont wanna save it or i could not, i dnt have any idea bt my life being torn apart i am just standing and letting it happen.

      pailo kamai haat ma parda ati nai khusi lagxa re...... khai malai ta testo kei lagena. sayad ma nai ali kaam vavuk khal ko manxe xu hola. tara yo pani ho jasto lagdaina. jiwan ko dherai pal haru ma bena matlab royeko pani xu ma esaile aafai le aafai lai kam vavuk vanna ma channa. jati sano nai kina nahos, kamai ta tyo mero nai theo. sutna maan lagda lagdai pani jabarjasti uuthi voko pet office ma gayera kamayeko paisa. xuttai kura ho lunch time ma pet futun jeni khanthe. tei pani offfc jada voko pet janthea vanera dhag lagauna ta payiyo ni. jhut boleko haina kyare...alli kati badayeko matra nai ho. aaja rati 10 baje balla ghar farkeko kura ta vanekai xaina. dukha ta pakai ho maile pani...dukha garera kamako paisa ko pani maya nalage paxi kasko k lagxa ra.  paxi gayera k kana sun kai khani vetne jastai garera aaile paisa uudai rako xu...dhuka paine vayo paxi...aab yei cheque pani cash in huna napaudai kun chai thau ma uudaune ho...baru cash in navakai thik...
     

                 Aaja aafaile aafailai sahittyakar jasto mahasus gariraheko xu. Aadharo kotha ma laptop ko aagadi basda khai kina ho kehi kura haru lekhau lekahu jasto lagi raheko xa. Tara taha xaina k ko barema lekhne ho aathawa kaha bata k suru garne ho. Eekh bina ko manxe ra biiis bina ko sarpa ko kei kaam hudaina vanna ta vanxan tara aaja yo aadharo kotha ma aafu le aafnai eekh vetna saki raheko xaina. Sayad mero jindagi nai yei aadharo kotha jasto aadharo nai rahi rahanxa ki jasto pani lagxa. Tara yeso chihauda para katai madhuro batti baliraheko dekhxu. K ma tei madhuro batti kunai din najikai aai uujalo banaune aash ma ta basi raheko xaina. K ma aafno kadam haru tyo madhuro batti ko tarfa badaudai xu? Khai xaina jasto lagxa. Sayad mero jiwan yei aadharo kotha jasto nai aadharo rahanxa hola. Kahi katai uujalo ko kiran navayeko. Tara yo k ho mero aafni aagadi pani ta uujalo xa ni alikati. Ye yo ta laptop ko screen ko po uujalo raixa. Merai galti raixa yo kotha lai aadhro vannu, kotha ma vayeko yo ujalo lai wasta nagarnu. Sayad mero jiwan ma pani testai kunai uujalo najikai xa hola jaslai maile wastai gareko xaina…sayad…

friendship

We make many friends,:)

Some become Dearest,:*

Some become Special,♥

Some We Fall in Love with,♥♥

Some go Abroad,:(

Some change their cities,:(

Some Leave us,:'(

We Leave some,:/

We don't contact some because of our ego,X_X

Wherever they are,O:)

However they are,=D

We still remember, Love, Miss, Care about them because of the part they played,
made MEMORIES in our Lives! \=D/

daar

Tha xaina jasto lagtheo daar k ho vanne....... Tara aaile aanautho mahasus vai rako xa maan vitra..... Kei gumauxu ki vanne ta xaina tara aafu le paunu parne kura kei paudaina ki jasto lagi rako xa..... Mero aadhikar ho kasari napaula vanne ta xa tei pani katai payena vane prasna maan ma kheli rako xa....tei prasna le maan ma aauta aanautho aatahas paida gareko xa....... aaiLE lagna thaleko xa dar...