BOOK

        I can see the pages of my book being torn apart. The book i used to love the most. The book with my beautiful memories. I am just standing by its side and just looking at it. I can feel the pain inside me caused by the action but i m just staring at it standing in a corner. I dont know i can save that book being further torned apart or not but my hands are not moving at all to save that book. No my hands are not tied to something but they are just not moving. I dont wanna save it or i could not, i dnt have any idea bt my life being torn apart i am just standing and letting it happen.

      pailo kamai haat ma parda ati nai khusi lagxa re...... khai malai ta testo kei lagena. sayad ma nai ali kaam vavuk khal ko manxe xu hola. tara yo pani ho jasto lagdaina. jiwan ko dherai pal haru ma bena matlab royeko pani xu ma esaile aafai le aafai lai kam vavuk vanna ma channa. jati sano nai kina nahos, kamai ta tyo mero nai theo. sutna maan lagda lagdai pani jabarjasti uuthi voko pet office ma gayera kamayeko paisa. xuttai kura ho lunch time ma pet futun jeni khanthe. tei pani offfc jada voko pet janthea vanera dhag lagauna ta payiyo ni. jhut boleko haina kyare...alli kati badayeko matra nai ho. aaja rati 10 baje balla ghar farkeko kura ta vanekai xaina. dukha ta pakai ho maile pani...dukha garera kamako paisa ko pani maya nalage paxi kasko k lagxa ra.  paxi gayera k kana sun kai khani vetne jastai garera aaile paisa uudai rako xu...dhuka paine vayo paxi...aab yei cheque pani cash in huna napaudai kun chai thau ma uudaune ho...baru cash in navakai thik...
     

                 Aaja aafaile aafailai sahittyakar jasto mahasus gariraheko xu. Aadharo kotha ma laptop ko aagadi basda khai kina ho kehi kura haru lekhau lekahu jasto lagi raheko xa. Tara taha xaina k ko barema lekhne ho aathawa kaha bata k suru garne ho. Eekh bina ko manxe ra biiis bina ko sarpa ko kei kaam hudaina vanna ta vanxan tara aaja yo aadharo kotha ma aafu le aafnai eekh vetna saki raheko xaina. Sayad mero jindagi nai yei aadharo kotha jasto aadharo nai rahi rahanxa ki jasto pani lagxa. Tara yeso chihauda para katai madhuro batti baliraheko dekhxu. K ma tei madhuro batti kunai din najikai aai uujalo banaune aash ma ta basi raheko xaina. K ma aafno kadam haru tyo madhuro batti ko tarfa badaudai xu? Khai xaina jasto lagxa. Sayad mero jiwan yei aadharo kotha jasto nai aadharo rahanxa hola. Kahi katai uujalo ko kiran navayeko. Tara yo k ho mero aafni aagadi pani ta uujalo xa ni alikati. Ye yo ta laptop ko screen ko po uujalo raixa. Merai galti raixa yo kotha lai aadhro vannu, kotha ma vayeko yo ujalo lai wasta nagarnu. Sayad mero jiwan ma pani testai kunai uujalo najikai xa hola jaslai maile wastai gareko xaina…sayad…